chubawaba

finally I am on my big break since I started school in like the summer...
non-stop work,school and going out
It feels as If next year has to be the year where I have to get my shit together.It just does and means I kinda have to keep it on a limit.
Dang I am almost gonna be 19 and I feel obligated to be an adult with these responsibilities and what not.I wanna be a kido!
Gag........................
I can't screw up with the only person I have backing me up.I can't do that anymore because shes done so much.
Then another thing I did not expect to ever see a particular person again.I don't mind ,but i just rather not just because.I dunno the reason....really I don't.
My buddy is leaving........off to achieve her goals which is the best thing to do for her.I give her props for taking such a big leap.

I wish I could leave the OC.This barrio is lame.Rather live in a rural place where everything lovely and peaceful.
Have two place in mind of where I wanna go after grad,but it all depends what doors open for me.

as of now I am just trying to get this all out of my system because I know that if I keep on this side of the tracks I am gonna loose everything.I don;t want thats I came this far to do that and it is not worht it.
I am still down for a good time though once in while perhaps.